It has been a long while since I last blogged.
In fact, when I logged in to write this blogpost, that's when I realised that in Oct 2 years ago, I wrote a draft post that was never completed to publish...
It's been a long while coming...
Maybe due to a lack of pen and paper while I'm house-sitting and baby-sitting for my sis in Nedlands, so I decided I shall blog instead of writing in my journal/diary...
or maybe it's because I don't have a keyboard for my iPad Pro yet, that's why I don't blog as often or post status update on FB...
or maybe it's because my Macbook Pro has been sooooo slow, it's a pain to try to use it...
or maybe just maybe...
It has been an extremely eventful day.
I can't exactly find the words to describe how I feel.
Do I feel Overwhelmed? Excited? Stressed? Anxious? Interested? Apprehensive? Scared? Uncertain? Elated? Overjoyed? Disappointed? Sad? Upset? Worried?
Woah, it's really hard to pinpoint... maybe it's a mixture of everything?!?
So 3 years ago, on 22nd March 2014, I officially moved back to Perth for good to get ready for our wedding and marriage on 14 Dec 2014...
Around Oct 2014, I was in the midst of working at Touchpoint Community Services and studying at Arrows College at the same time...
Oct 2015, I experienced a spiritual breakthrough through helping out at then strangers now friends wedding...
Oct 2016, I officially completed my Grad Dip in Theology at Harvest Bible College
And now it's Oct 2017... and here I am, faced with one of the biggest dilemma in life...
Something so thrilling, yet uncertain
Something so exciting, yet worrying
Something so big, yet amazing why I have been picked to be considered and asked to pray about it...
Something that I've not even been striving towards, but He has chosen me...
It almost feels like God is standing at the door and knocking and my "buts" is shutting Him out...
the open door, the opportunity just seem so unreal
but maybe just maybe...
that could be a new direction, new phase, new ministry, new season in life for me, for us - Mark & myself and our future extended family...
Decisions decisions... It's a major crossroad... It's a BIG thing... but is it a God thing? Is this His plans and at His timing?
Well I believe it is a God thing...
I believe He will open only 1 door, which is the way He wants me to go...
& if/when He opens that door, no man can shut it...
Everything that God has spoken about teaching & teaching the word of God
and everything that God has put me through all these years and the training I've received over the past few years just seems to fit into this jigsaw puzzle almost perfectly...
Hmmph now am I making things up? or just trying to analyse too much?
Owells, I am leaving it in God's hands...
Thank You Lord that my faith, my hope, my love is in You...
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