off to camp...

followed by melbourne trip...


*wheeeeeeeeeeeee


Be Back Soon... :P

Another Sem is Ova!...

*PheWwwwwwww*

exam is over!!

Left with 2 more semesters to go !!

Boon's birthday dinner @ Oyster Bar..

*yums*

Happy Birthday Mr Boonie...
(your last birthday as a bachelor)
*winkwink* :P

my current only deepest desire...

that I'll be able to ...

walk out from the exam hall,

smiling in confidence...

knowing that I've done well

my last paper tmr...

*urgh*

救命啊！！

Yesh.. Calling out for help!!..
I can't seem to settle down
& study for my last paper..
*sighz*

怎么办？？

Dear Heavenly Father,

Pls help me Lord

to be able to sit down, focus in

& study for my last paper...

in Jesus name I pray, Amen.

GOD

u know what it reads from the other way round ??
Right to Left instead of normally Left to Right...

yeah.. doesn't take a Genius to figure that out..

DOG

and it stands for...

Depend On God..

:)

cold and wet sunday

how ironic..
coz my logic when I was young is

it's sunny on sunday

b'coz it's sunday

that's what I always tell my grandma..

*grinz*

yepyep I'm silly shirley...

[*woohoo it rhymes]

I think I'm going a bit crazy..

*tsktsk*

I should be mugging hard huh?

but I'm not..

*duh

God is "that" the dream You've given me??

Dunno how things will work out at the end..

But I won't belittle myself.. or my "dream"..

I won't compare.. I won't be jealous..

I won't look back..

I won't lament over things that I don't have

I wanna live.. not just exist..

I love You..& Your amazing grace

I'll go to the ends of the earth for You..

Side note: Interesting experience

in Children's Church today...

Omigosh Daddy.. they are so fortunate

to know You @ such a tender age...

In fact, many know their bible characters...

better than I do.. *feeling ashamed

I believe they gonna rise up...

and be great warriors for You

now & in the future to come

Concentrate.. Focus

Gonna stop whining..
stop sobbing..
stop tearing..
stop crying..
stop listening to sad, unedifying songs...

And focus in on God..
Concentrate on my upcoming exams
And glorify God with my studies!!!

Sometimes I do wonder why God
allow bad things to affect me at crucial times like this...
And why He "thinks so highly" of me...
that I'd be able to handle my emotions
& get over all the unhappy stuff in life
(esp. upsetting family matters that I feel so helpless over)

But I guess I don't need to be strong all the time..
It's time like this.. when I'm weak..
Where I realise that

It's impossible to climb "the mountains"
with my own strength... God is in control..
He'll give me the strength that I'll need..

"...my source of strength
my source of hope
is Christ alone..."

In Christ Alone

In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I’ve been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I’ll overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes like diamonds in my hands
But those trophies could not equal to the grace by which I stand

In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory
In the power of the cross

In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone

In Christ alone do I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
For only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
And now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord

如果你还爱我

我帶著一顆疲憊的心走了　
我知道自己在你心裡已不重要
雖然我們曾經相聚過　
也許對於你來說
已經沒有什麼值得回憶

我帶著一顆沉重的心走了　
我知道自己沒有勇氣道別離
雖然我們曾經擁有過　
但是對於你來說
已經沒有什麼值得回憶

難道早已註定　
不能真正擁有你
難道我真心付出一切　
是為了承受孤單和寂寞
我知道你不敢對我表白　
是不要看到我的傷懷
雖然你沒有說要離開我　
我已經感到你不再屬於我

如果你還愛我　
你不會對我如此的冷漠
又怎會讓我在
漫漫長夜獨自徘徊

如果你還愛我　
你不會對我如此的冷漠
我只能含著眼淚
默默的離開

光良 词、曲

major discovery of the day...

*grinz*

there seems to be nothing much to study for my 1st 2 papers.. one is psych stats (lecturer keeps repeating himself in the notes, and questions in the exams are for us to apply what we've learnt on the scenarios given to us).. and one is pure stats...(open-book exam.. can bring in whatever we want.. !!)

Am I being over-confident of what I know???

-clueless!?!

suffering from rheumatism...

been suspecting for quite long..
think it should be confirmed..
my joints are aching again..
esp now that it's rainy and cold.. :(


Janice.. (if u happen to be visiting my blog).. u're not the only one suffering from rheumatism.. me too.. *sobz*..

cell closure for 2005 sem 1... b4 multiplication...

food.. potbless.. *yums ;)

the 1 big cz canning family... with zone supervisor and campus pastor melvin

1st cell serious class photo

1st cell funny pose

2nd cell "class photo"

2nd cell funny pose

when i was abt 5 or 6 yrs old... *grinz*

God...

Purify my heart

let it be one that longs for You alone

It's a gloomy & rainy day...

it seems to totally reflect how I'm feeling now..
I dunno why I ever let myself fall into this trap..
the Satan's trap..
to let myself feel depressed over the past..
let myself be trapped in the past again... :(

"whatever things are true
(the real, the present, the truth)
... meditate on these things." !!!!

gotta keep reminding myself of that...

Nostalgic Childhood Days

Jie and I in our humble 3-rm flat... abt to celebrate dad's birthday...Miss those days..& my "momo-ball"..