Abandonment

I may be abandoning my blog for a while...

reason 1 - I dun have my camera,
can't load pics and picture blog.

reason 2 - too busy to blog

reason 3 - I blog as and when I like,
and right now, no urge to blog..

Pls do keep me in your prayers as I head to East Timor for mission trip on 13th - 20th Dec. It'll be greatly appreciated!

Will blog when I'm back. :)

Love all you pple dearly!! Take care!

Fingerprints of God

I can see the tears filling Your eyes
And I know where they're coming from
They're coming from a heart
That's broken in two
By what you don't see
The person in the mirro
Doesn't look like the magazine
Oh, but when I look at you
It's clear to me that ...

I can see the fingerprints of God
When I look at you
I can see the fingerprints of God
And I know it's true
You're a masterpiece
That all creation quietly applauds
And you're covered with
The fingerprints of God

Never has there been and never again
Will there be another you
Fashioned by God's hand
And perfectly planned
To be just who you are
And what He's been creating
Since the first beat of your heart
Is a living breathing priceless work of art
And ...

Just look at you
You're a wonder in the making
Oh, and God's not through, no
In fact, He's just getting started and ...

3 down 2 to go

yesterday's paper was bad..
today's paper was so-so (uh)
yeah.. at least even if I fare badly for
today's paper.. I shouldn't fail...
coz my current standing is at D,
thanks to my group mates in HCI.. :P

am pretty happy after collecting my
developmental psych essay back...
got an original mark of 7.2
but coz I handed in 1 day late
(after the extension, yesh i'm the ultimate)
so it got deducted to 6.7...
the 1st psych assignment/essay
that I scored so high for this sem

At least the mark is encouraging
and motivates me to study
and reassures me that
the tues paper won't be too challenging for me
(unlike yesterday's abnormal psych)
*haiz...

after exams.. it'll be a mad rush..
I hope the upcoming 2 exams will turn out fine...
praying real hard... will start revision laterz...

1 down...

4 more to go...

well, 4 more relatively tough papers to go...

am glad that the paper I've just done went pretty well

at least out of the 4 and a 1/2 questions that I prepared

3 came out.. and I only need to answer 3.. so yeah...

it's actually one of the easiest to score exam..

coz questions were given to us b4hand..

9 questions.. 6 will be selected for exam and

we've got to answer 3..

so I only select 5 questions to prepare

and really only memorise the main pts for 4 of them

Thank God he didn't play a big joke on me..

and allow the 3 questions that were eliminated

be those that I've studied for coz I seriously have

no idea what the other questions are talking abt..

Time to rest and carry on with revision later..

"if God is for me

then who can be against me...

I walk by faith

each step by faith..."

Mission accomplished :)

Had a cell steamboat dinner tonite..
And I alone practically prepared everything..
a bit tiring and time consuming..
but it's all cool.. everyone had fun..
filled with food and surprises...

time to wrap up all fun, and Mug real hard
and have even more fun after exams..

guys..

birthday boys... keke

the girls and birthday boys

Last Week of Uni

handed in my last essay..
committing it all into God's hands..
(fatalistic?? No!! *shakes*)
It's just believing that God can do wonders..
and only by His grace am I able to come thus far..

Just slightly relieved that there's no more assignments deadline to meet
(@ least not for another good 4 mths)

but I'm definitely not freed from essays.. *haiz*
the psychology exams.. are all essay questions

*headache*faints*

there's so so so much to study for.. and prepare..

it seems totally impossible for me..

and my tiny puny brain

Gonna Rest Now..

and start revising for exams on thursday..

Hillsong - Let Us Adore

The Heavens declare
The glory of God
And all of the world
Will join the praise
His wonders proclaim

The oceans and skies
Lift up their voice
And all He has made
Will rise to bless
The King of all kings.

Let us adore Him
Let us adore Him
Jesus Christ is the Lord

Come and behold Him
Bow down before Him
Jesus Christ is the Lord

Eternity's King
Is coming again
Though all of the earth
Will fade away
His truth will remain

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
You are worthy of all praise

--------------------------------------------------------------

Dear Father

I do not want to be like the Church of Ephesus

Please do not let my heart harden or grow cold

I do not want to forsake my 1st love * YOU *

I yearn to be deeper in love with You everyday

Last Assignment for the Semester

I tink I need to unlearn this
bad habit of piaing last minute...
I just don't feel the urgency to
finish the assignment earlier...
even though the initial due date was on last Monday...
coz I got an extension... *haiz...

well, time for me to *zoooooom all the way
and complete my 2000 words essay..

then take a short rest...

& start mugging for exams... *OOOohhhhhH

I want my holz to come... but not the exams...

How Great is Our God

The splendour of a King clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice all the earth rejoice

He wraps Himself in light and darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice trembles at His voice

How great is our God sing with me
How great is our God and all will see
How great How great is our God

Age to age He stands and time is in His hands
Beginning and the end Beginning and the end

The Godhead Three in One Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb the Lion and the Lamb

Name above all names worthy of all praise
My heart will sing How great is our God

- Chris Tomlin

Hallelujah (Your love is Amazing)

Verse 1
Your love is amazing, steady and unchanging
Your love is a mountain, firm beneath my feet
Your love is a mystery, how You gently lift me
When I am surrounded, Your love carries me

Chorus
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Your love makes me sing
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Your love makes me sing

Verse 2
Your love is surprising
I can feel it rising
All the joy that's growing deep inside of me
Every time I see You
All Your goodness shines through
And I can feel this God song
Rising up in me

Bridge
Yes, You make me sing
Lord, You make me sing, sing, sing
How You make me sing

Grinzzzz

"Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete."

- John 16:24b

Amen!

I seriously am filled with joy and peace
Thanks to God's grace and blessings...
Handed in my assignment at 9am today..
Wasn't quite sure whether I'll get my extension..

Got back my previous dev. psych lab report..
Didn't do too well, just scrape thru with a P.
Really worried for the one that I just handed in..

Came home.. and received an email from
my psychology coordinator...

So my extension for this essay is till today 4pm..
that's a good news.. at least I won't be penalised
5% each day.. and I'm 4 days late.. ("-_-)

*yippee.. I wished I got the email earlier..
then I could have gone thru my essay again
and made amendments...
I think it's a bit incoherent
and doesn't flow properly..
oh wells, *shrugs* it's in..
and i'm gonna move on to other assignments

somehow I think my sickness is a blessing in disguise..
seriously, or else, I wouldn't have been able to get MC
and get extension for all 3 psychology essays. :)

Yeah, I took the liberty to ask for
an extension for the last essay
meant to be due on Monday 17th Oct...
Extended till 24th Oct, A WEEK!!

Praise God!

That means, I have time this weekend
to work on my stats assignment, due on Mon, 17th
and my HCI grp assignment due on Wed..
And I dun need to worry unduly for my psych essay..

And all the lighting issues in my house has been fixed..
So glad.. it cost a bomb, I reckon 126 eh..
I wish I can do it myself..
maybe I should go learn to be a
handy woman + electrician..

I'll definitely be able to apply for PR
and can earn quite a bit of money too..
(in Perth dat is)

Time to rest..
That's all for now..

- 1,2,3.. Praise God!! -


With God, all things are possible!! :)

Gross & Sick (phsically ill)

the gross part is..

I was clearing up my bed..
and making my bed..
when I found this spider on my bed..

*gross to the ultimate

imagine sleeping in the bed with the spider beside me all these while

obviously I hope that has not been the case..
and it's just suddenly got there the few mins
before I was making my bed..
but still *urgh

I'm still sick.. but other symptoms besides cough now..
I've caught a cold.. seriously.. I've been sneezing like nobody's business..
and nose block and all.. and still working on my essay that's meant to be due on Monday
Bio clock definitely screwed up.. been more efficient working in the wee hours of the morning..

How many essays do I have exactly due on Mondays...
each monday I have one psychology essay due..
2000 words, 30% for 3 consecutive weeks..
(beginning from last monday)
I think the next one coming up which is also the last one.. Thank God..
is 2500 words.. *faints
I've never been a lover of essays...
but in recent yrs of uni life
(it's been easier to tackle than programming :P)

I used to love programming..

that's before I got deeper into it..

and realise it's just out of my scope

to catch up on the pace, especially

at the rate I was slacking.. (*confession)

oh wells, back to writing my essay...

oh God, please let the coordinator

be kind and lenient on me

and grant me extension for the psychology essays..

in Jesus name I pray, Amen.

当你在哀叹自己的生命有
多么不如意 、多么辛酸
多么坎坷 、 多么不堪一击 的当儿

想想自己有多么的幸福 、 幸运

至少你还活着
至少你有家人伴随
至少你不是孤单一人
至少你有个舒适的家
至少。。。

想想在你周遭
比你更不幸的人
遍布这世界每个角落 -

失去了家人
失去了家园
失去了家计

你的
那一点点儿不如意
那一点点儿挫折 -

微不足道

过去就让它成为历史

学习从艰难中重拾
生活步伐 、旋律和自信

放眼展望无数个美好的明天 。。。


How many more tomorrows are we confident of seeing?
Live everyday as though it's your last day on earth..

Nothing's going to stop me

When the storms of life arrive
When the pain can't be denied
When I struggle to believe
I turn to You
I'm gonna praise You

If the sun refused to shine
If I could not seem to find
Any reason to believe
I'd worship You
I still would praise You

All of my days
I'll sing Your praise
Nothing's gonna stop me
I'll follow You
That's what I choose
Nothing's gonna keep my heart from You

When all around is trouble
Or if my skies are blue
No matter what I'll praise You
I've set my heart on You

Asia Earthquake

i was overwhelmed by sorrow while reading this article

Asian quake deathtoll at least 20,000

it's really really sad and upsetting to see the occurrence of so many major natural disasters taking away many many precious lives...

tears welled up in my eyes

Lord, I really pray that Your mercy and grace be upon these affected nations.. and that You'll allow them to have the chance to experience Your love... Let Your Holy Spirit bring comfort to them...& give them hope & light..in the midst of darkness and trials.. in Jesus Name, Amen.

我可以

痛的感覺那麼的清晰不論我再怎麼休息 總無法痊癒
心裡被你踏上了腳印 要等待多少次潮汐 才能洗去
我的期待值得你等待 就讓它慢慢的來 沒有傷害
日月星辰交給我安排 熬過了風雪的阻礙 遠方還有一片海
一首歌就算打亂了節奏
曲終人散之後 真心依舊能讓你感動
一顆眼淚如果不是那麼沉重
那麼不如就讓它流 再隨著它蒸發在空中

Your Love Forever
每一次閉上眼睛 你的容顏更清晰 記得比忘記容易
難以更動的結局 我想我撐得過去 面對不容易 我可以

就算錯誤不可能彌補 拿全部當做賭注 請為我祝福
多少夜裡有人為我哭 經過了追逐的辛苦 回憶都是滿足
一段路就算看不到遠處 只要往前一步
再一步或許就要告別辛苦一個信徒一生只求一個領悟
就算路途有些耽誤 這一切終將值得記錄

Your Love Forever
每一次閉上眼睛 你的容顏更清晰 記得比忘記容易
難以更動的結局 我想我撐得過去 面對不容易 我可以

I WISH FOREVER
把悲傷寫成日記 快樂是給你的信 讓你只看到好天氣
爬上屋頂深呼吸 為愛重新定義 真的相信 一定可以
每一次閉上眼睛 你的容顏更清晰 記得比忘記容易
難以更動的結局 我想我撐得過去 面對不容易 我可以
忘記不容易 我可以

Thoughts of the day

Even though my cough has been really annoying..
I still count myself blessed..
At least for the past 21 yrs..
I've been staying in countries (Oz and S'pore)
where I'm pretty much free from natural disasters
poverty.. terrorism.. wars

If u get to read this post..
u belong to that 1% of affluent pple in this world..
so Count yourself blessed too!

2 Corinthians 12:9,10

But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

hi

hey u pple out there...

bad news to share...

I've fallen sick for the 1st time in 2005..

yeah.. thought I'm so strong I won't fall sick this time
but uh oh... I'm wrong..

Please keep praying for me so that I'll recover fast..
workload is piling up..
and assignments deadline are looming nearer

many pple have turned/are turning 21..
so many parties that I've attended/gonna attend..
no joke.. haha..
that's all for now.. gonna rest.. Bye..
Take care!

Philippians 4:6-7

Do not be anxious about anything,
but in everything,
by prayer and petition,
with thanksgiving,
present your requests to God.
And the peace of God,
which transcends all understanding,
will guard your hearts
and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Amen!

Sunday Children Church

Jason in his armour of God.. (what happened to the missing shoe of peace?)

Courtney in the armour of God. (the winner)

Mid-autumn festival celebration

the night scenery... oooh.. perth city and the lights...

me and my lantern (forever a kid..@ heart)

the sunset from roy's "balcony cum patio"

a bunch of us & the sunset...

the guys madly in love with eugene

the girls blowing kisses & eugene (turning 18 boy)

the girls n eugene.. candid laughter shot..

ben, casey (with the burnt lantern), diana and eugene

diana and I...

all of us carrying lanterns...

理想情人

穿上洋装看着手表
时间快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次约会来临了
金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好

喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份

好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要(让)我一直等

听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头

The cyborg name generator

I was bored.. and I did it too.. hahaha :P

Hey everyone out there..
out of fun.. took part in this photo competition thingy
http://www.101box.com/photo2005/my_photo.php?mid=shayle22@hotmail.com
please click on the link above and go vote for whichever pics of mine that u think is nice okiez?
It doesn't really matter if u cant be stuffed.. coz I can't be as well.. hahaha

Potter's Hands

Beautiful Lord Wonderful savior
I know for sure
All of my days are
Held in Your hands
Crafted into Your perfect plan

You gently called me
Into your presence
Guiding me by Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life
Through your eyes

I'm captured by Your Holy calling
Set me apart
I know You're drawing
Me to Yourself
Lead me Lord I pray

TaKe me mOuLd me
UsE me FiLL me
I give my life to the potter's hand

CaLL me GuiDe me
LeaD me WalK bEsiDe me
I give my life to the potter's hand

Smile...

God loves you..

YoU...

yOu....

&

YOU

&

me...


:)

今天...

绵绵细雨
让人有一种忧郁的感觉。

my aim is to...

Finish my social psych essay by TONITE (or early sunday morning... )!!
coz tmr evening there's Carmy's birthday mini-bbq..

Unless you assume a God,
the question of life's purpose is meaningless

- Bertrand Russell, atheist

Ephesians 1:11 (Msg) - It's in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for. Long before we first heard of Christ and got our hopes up, he had his eye on us, had designs on us for glorious living, part of the overall purpose he is working out in everything and everyone.

Evermore

I will sing
Of the mercy of the Lord
And I will shout
Of Your faithfulness oh God

For there is none like You
Seated in Your majesty
Holy One I come
To worship You forevermore

You are my God my life my all
And I live for You alone
I am Yours evermore
Heaven and earth will shout Your praise
The wonder of Your Name
I'll proclaim evermore

Evermore
Evermore

And I will run
Into Your presence
And I will sing
Sing forever

5 more days

it'll den mark my..
3rd yr = 36 mths = 156 weeks = 1095 days
being a Christian.

just some random thots...

don't really concretely know how much
I've grown spiritually..(or even mentally)

Do any of you out there care to contribute
and share with me.. the changes u've seen in me..?
or what you really think of me as an individual?
(good and bad ones are both welcome..)

I badly need someone to point out my faults?!?

haha.. *shrugs* lots of uncertainty in the air..

I'm groping in the dark, searching for answers..
yet I'm not really actively praying for the answers..
I feel as though I'm a wed cellie, sunday christian..
Don't really feel connected to God..
(is it just a "emotional thing"?)

I really wonder whether what I'm doing
is pleasing unto God's eyes..
Am I serving Him with the right attitude,
the right mindset?
Am I serving Him where He wants me to be?




Something just isn't right..

"there must be more than this..."

blogging while in the library.. *sobz*
meant to be doing my psych assignment..

*clueless *shrugs *scratch head

The torture of Iraqi prisoners: Who is to blame?

problem I'm facing is..
I can't just treat it as a normal argumentative essay
gotta incorporate social psych views.. etc

Irony of the day: my computer science lecturer will have a short break every 20mins during a 45mins lecture, coz he says our human brain can only concentrate for 20mins.. whereas my developmental psychology lecturer goes on rattling for 1hr 15mins nonstop.. everyone is restless after 45mins.. thot psych lecturer will know human mind and brain functioning better huh?

I'm VerY RanDom.. *bored

family...

the guys

the girls...

central zone...

21st Birthday...

Hey guys, thank you all for making it such a special day for me..
Really blessed by your gifts, care, concern and love for me..
I thank God for putting each and every single one of you in my life..

*MuaCks* & *HuGz*

Updates Laterz... ;)

God will make a way

God will make a way
When there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me

He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

just when I thot everything was going well..
anticipating my birthday with excitement

things cropped up
upsetting stuff..
annoying stuff..

I'm tired of all the nonsense in life..
sorry I'm not an actress..
don't mind me if you see me sulking on sat..

I'm Not Happy.. & I don't wanna pretend
that things are alright.. b'coz they are not..

I was praised today :P

Went ard to get some food stuff for my birthday..
was at riverton forum woolies(same as safeway)
buying some food stuff...

Met quite an inexperienced cashier..
coz she took up this bunch of spices & asked me..

"what's this?"
"It's Lemongrass.."

she checked the price.. and keyed in the code..
after paying, I checked the receipt..
and my suspicion was affirmed..
she only charged me for 1 stalk of lemongrass..
when I bought 4..
haha.. so I actually told her.. she made a mistake
after she served the customer behind me..
she came back to me..
and correct her error..
and I had to pay an extra approx 3 bucks..

the woman who was being held back
was kind of baffled.. when she realised that
I actually told the cashier
she had charged me less
and went..
"oh.. you're really honest"
I just smiled in return..
to me it's just "the right thing" to do..
*shrugs*

at least there's something to be happy about

F irmly
A nd
I ntimately
T rusting
H im


Faith means being sure of the things we hope for and knowing that something is real even if we do not see it

- Hebrews 11:1

All for Love

All for love the Father gave
For only love can make a way
All for love the heavens cry
For love was crucified

Oh how many times
Have I broken your heart?
Still you forgive, if only I ask
Oh how many times
Have you heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is you
My beginning my Forever
Everything I need is you

Let me sing, All for Love
I will join the angel's song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory King of All

God, You're so Amazing!!

thot I'll just share a little story..
before I forget the details and excitement..

from wed-fri evening attended this
Counselling -
Equipping the Saints in Healing & Deliverance
seminar..
2nd nite.. Dr Thio asked us to pray and
ask God to help us to ---

forgive the pple with regards to specific things
(wronged us or whatever stuff
that had taken place in the past...)

basically just to pray that God will help us to
forgive them, and we'll not bear grudges against them..
to set ourselves and the opp. party free as well..
also learnt that..
forgiving someone is a process...

anyhow, lots of things came to mind..
there were so many things and pple
that I need to commit into God's hands..
and I did that night..
friends, family etc..
(rmbr specific names and incidents/
situations were mentioned)
due to confidentiality..
details will not be disclosed.. haha

Anyhow, as the previous post stated
I'm having a 21st birthday party..
saw a friend online in my msn..
decided to ask him to come..
a bit last min, but nevertheless said hi etc..
gave the invitation..
a tat disappointed that he won't be able to make it
but yeah.. we went on chatting a bit, catching up etc..
den he said he's gotta go friends popping over to his place..
but anyway.. (long pause)
after that he said he just wanted to say sorry
abt what he did in the past etc..
he mentioned it's a bit silly cos
it's been quite some time..
but he felt the need to..
u know have a "proper closure"
and apologise to me..
(I too apologised for whatever I've done wrong)
itsh all good, all good!!
coz he was one of the person that
I prayed on that nite..

And after "seeing" that sorry on msn...
there's this particular weight that was lifted up..
some stuff just takes place so timely..
you really never know when is God's perfect timing...
& divine appointment..

Thank You Lord!! :)

Cirque Du Soleil

Fantastic.. Thumbs up!..
Well, that's for the performance..
The storyline.. haha.. too abstract..
Beyond comprehension?..

Well, me and duanne deciphered..
it's basically talking abt life..
the different aspects and different stages of life..
sort of "thru the eyes" of a youth girl...

the stunts.. the flexibility.. the grace.. the strength
how I wish I can do all that stuff..
dream on.. haha..

- 9 more days

Alrighty.. my 21st birthday invite. by right.. anyone that has my blog addy should have been invited.. if I've left u out.. dun paiseh..come and tell me okie!.. I'm very careless one.. :P

Santa and I... oooh.. doesn't he look so familiar???... hahahaha

hohoho

it's shhoooo Exxxiiiccciitttiinnnggg..

it's


Christmas

Time

HAR??

Yesh.. it's Christmas in July..

friday, 7:30pm @ FCC..

photos laterz...

Blessed be Your Name

Blessed be Your name
In the land that is plentiful
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed be Your name

Every blessing You pour out I'll
Turn back to praise
And when the darkness closes in
Lord Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's "all as it should be"
Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord blessed be Your name

It's a long long day...

my 1st lecture started at 9am..
as usual I was late..
snoozed from 8 till 8:25 :P

went to koorong
during my 2 hrs break..
den went for tute at 12-1
psych lect from 1-3
1 hr break
then psych tute from 4-6

I don't think I've spent
such long hours in uni for a day...
normal lects and tutes lah..
excluding studying for exams etc..

*yawnz* so tired after a long day in uni...

how am I gonna survive for the next 12 weeks?

Uni has started

I can foresee a tough and busy sem ahead of me...
1st wk of uni.. & I'm feeling the s*****
level building up inside me...
haha.. count properly.. it's no swear word.. :O
*grinz* it's

sTrEsS

yeah.. unbelievable.. the workload of psych..

just flipping thru the pages to see the

readings for 1st social psych lab..

and i'm panicking..

and dere's meant to be a debate session...

I'm Sooo not looking forward to it..

that'll be next monday.. I

think I have to prepare ahead..

it's gonna be a busy week...

official cell starting on wed..

worship prac on thurs..

christmas in july on fri..

*don't think I need to help out

for children's church thingy on sat*

PHEW

sunday whole morning in church as usual..

I reckon it'll be a busy,

yet fun and fulfilling week ahead!!

Looking forward to what God has in store for me.. :P

walking in melb city...

hardware lane..(budden not selling computer hardware.. *booooo)













but instead...



haunted bookshop and...

a "gay-ish" grooming place


aql and I at the end of hardware lane... (I think I look a bit spastic in this photo... :P)


qian and her "twin sister" jac...

Encounter Camp'05

the camp left me...

*SpEeChLeSs...

I gathered nothing much need to be said...

the impact..
the changes..
the difference..

should/will be evident in our lives...

our lifestyle..
our action..
our behaviour..
our speech..

"I'm a spiritual woman,

not a soulish creature"

- aiming to be one :P

camp grp photo...(of what's left on tues arvo)

off to camp...

followed by melbourne trip...


*wheeeeeeeeeeeee


Be Back Soon... :P

Another Sem is Ova!...

*PheWwwwwwww*

exam is over!!

Left with 2 more semesters to go !!

Boon's birthday dinner @ Oyster Bar..

*yums*

Happy Birthday Mr Boonie...
(your last birthday as a bachelor)
*winkwink* :P

my current only deepest desire...

that I'll be able to ...

walk out from the exam hall,

smiling in confidence...

knowing that I've done well

my last paper tmr...

*urgh*

救命啊！！

Yesh.. Calling out for help!!..
I can't seem to settle down
& study for my last paper..
*sighz*

怎么办？？

Dear Heavenly Father,

Pls help me Lord

to be able to sit down, focus in

& study for my last paper...

in Jesus name I pray, Amen.

GOD

u know what it reads from the other way round ??
Right to Left instead of normally Left to Right...

yeah.. doesn't take a Genius to figure that out..

DOG

and it stands for...

Depend On God..

:)

cold and wet sunday

how ironic..
coz my logic when I was young is

it's sunny on sunday

b'coz it's sunday

that's what I always tell my grandma..

*grinz*

yepyep I'm silly shirley...

[*woohoo it rhymes]

I think I'm going a bit crazy..

*tsktsk*

I should be mugging hard huh?

but I'm not..

*duh

God is "that" the dream You've given me??

Dunno how things will work out at the end..

But I won't belittle myself.. or my "dream"..

I won't compare.. I won't be jealous..

I won't look back..

I won't lament over things that I don't have

I wanna live.. not just exist..

I love You..& Your amazing grace

I'll go to the ends of the earth for You..

Side note: Interesting experience

in Children's Church today...

Omigosh Daddy.. they are so fortunate

to know You @ such a tender age...

In fact, many know their bible characters...

better than I do.. *feeling ashamed

I believe they gonna rise up...

and be great warriors for You

now & in the future to come

Concentrate.. Focus

Gonna stop whining..
stop sobbing..
stop tearing..
stop crying..
stop listening to sad, unedifying songs...

And focus in on God..
Concentrate on my upcoming exams
And glorify God with my studies!!!

Sometimes I do wonder why God
allow bad things to affect me at crucial times like this...
And why He "thinks so highly" of me...
that I'd be able to handle my emotions
& get over all the unhappy stuff in life
(esp. upsetting family matters that I feel so helpless over)

But I guess I don't need to be strong all the time..
It's time like this.. when I'm weak..
Where I realise that

It's impossible to climb "the mountains"
with my own strength... God is in control..
He'll give me the strength that I'll need..

"...my source of strength
my source of hope
is Christ alone..."

In Christ Alone

In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I’ve been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I’ll overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes like diamonds in my hands
But those trophies could not equal to the grace by which I stand

In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory
In the power of the cross

In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone

In Christ alone do I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
For only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
And now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord

如果你还爱我

我帶著一顆疲憊的心走了　
我知道自己在你心裡已不重要
雖然我們曾經相聚過　
也許對於你來說
已經沒有什麼值得回憶

我帶著一顆沉重的心走了　
我知道自己沒有勇氣道別離
雖然我們曾經擁有過　
但是對於你來說
已經沒有什麼值得回憶

難道早已註定　
不能真正擁有你
難道我真心付出一切　
是為了承受孤單和寂寞
我知道你不敢對我表白　
是不要看到我的傷懷
雖然你沒有說要離開我　
我已經感到你不再屬於我

如果你還愛我　
你不會對我如此的冷漠
又怎會讓我在
漫漫長夜獨自徘徊

如果你還愛我　
你不會對我如此的冷漠
我只能含著眼淚
默默的離開

光良 词、曲

major discovery of the day...

*grinz*

there seems to be nothing much to study for my 1st 2 papers.. one is psych stats (lecturer keeps repeating himself in the notes, and questions in the exams are for us to apply what we've learnt on the scenarios given to us).. and one is pure stats...(open-book exam.. can bring in whatever we want.. !!)

Am I being over-confident of what I know???

-clueless!?!

suffering from rheumatism...

been suspecting for quite long..
think it should be confirmed..
my joints are aching again..
esp now that it's rainy and cold.. :(


Janice.. (if u happen to be visiting my blog).. u're not the only one suffering from rheumatism.. me too.. *sobz*..

cell closure for 2005 sem 1... b4 multiplication...

food.. potbless.. *yums ;)

the 1 big cz canning family... with zone supervisor and campus pastor melvin

1st cell serious class photo

1st cell funny pose

2nd cell "class photo"

2nd cell funny pose

when i was abt 5 or 6 yrs old... *grinz*

God...

Purify my heart

let it be one that longs for You alone

It's a gloomy & rainy day...

it seems to totally reflect how I'm feeling now..
I dunno why I ever let myself fall into this trap..
the Satan's trap..
to let myself feel depressed over the past..
let myself be trapped in the past again... :(

"whatever things are true
(the real, the present, the truth)
... meditate on these things." !!!!

gotta keep reminding myself of that...

Nostalgic Childhood Days

Jie and I in our humble 3-rm flat... abt to celebrate dad's birthday...Miss those days..& my "momo-ball"..

Romans 8:28

We know that all things
work together for good
to those who love God,
to those who are called
according to His purpose.

Your Dominant Thinking Style:

Modifying Super logical and rational, you consider every fact available to you. You don't make rash decisions and are rarely moved by emotion. You prefer what's known and proven - to the new and untested. You tend to ground those around you and add stability.

Your Secondary Thinking Style:

Experimenting You're all about looking at the facts, and you could always use more of them. You see life as your lab - and you're always trying out new things, people, and ideas. The master of mix and match, you're always coming up with unique combinations. You are good at getting a group to reach consensus.

What's Your Thinking Style?

期待着。。。

白马王子 出现的 那一天。。。

童话 成真的 那一天。。。

Made a Vow to the Lord
to stay single till July 2006...

May He let me meet the right person @ the right time...

Putting all my trust in Him once again...
that He'll mould me to be a beautiful princess of His...
rooted in His Word, strong in the Spirit...
A heart that is dedicated to Him alone...

Quote of the day...

Finally Brethren,

whatever things are true,

whatever things are noble,

whatever things are just,

whatever things are pure,

whatever things are lovely,

whatever things are of good report,

if there is any virtue and

if there is anything praiseworthy -

meditate on these things.

Philippians 4:8

Personality type...

Your #1 Match: ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #2 Match: INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #3 Match: ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

What's Your Personality Type?

verse of the day

Matthew 18:15

"If your brother sins against you,

go and tell him his fault between you and him alone."

*evil grin*

mini cornetto.. so cute.. hehe.. the dosage of "ice-cream" is just right.. not too much b'coz I'm watching my weight.. lalalala... (as if.. keke) .. it's a "gift" from weihao.. to "comfort me"...



conclusion of the day: it's hard to be the bf of a girl that has a problematic younger sista like me... coz when I have problems.. he gotta make sure I'm alright too.. *headache* hahaha

it's so cute n tiny..

in a state of

DiL3MMA

Exam Timetable is Out...

Doink

doink

doinkzzz...

lalala.. aql sorry to steal your copyright.. hehehe

for the 1st time in my uni life..

I've got a unit that doesn't have exam..

so I only have to do 3 papers..

& hehe..it's evenly spaced out manz...

14th morn is Psych

17th arvo is Stats

20th arvo is SRPM...

woolalah...

Still

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within your mighty hands

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are King over the flood
I will be still know You are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

2 random poems

Was kindaf bored.. started doing my psych lab report.. close to finishing.. but never bother to end it.. den proceeded to surfing through stuff on my computer.. haha.. and den read thru some emails from ages ago... and picked up these 2 poems written by a friend... pretty interesting & nice.. Enjoy.. :)

Promise Yourself

Promise yourself to never let your troubles pile up...
Take them one at a time!

Promise yourself not to complain...
Smile and improve your part of the world!

Promise yourself to choose not to be unhappy...
Be cheerful and positive and others will follow!

Promise yourself not to lose yourself in details...
Keep your life simple and organized!

Promise yourself never to dwell on past mistakes...
Learn from them and make your life better!

Promise yourself never to expect the worst...
Always hope for the best!

Promise yourself to always keep an eye on your dreams...
And one day your dreams will come true!

Promise yourself never to think you are unimportant...
No one is more important in your world than you,
And also don't you forget, you are important in my world!


p/s as for the last stanza.. right now, if I was going to alter it.. I'd change it to...

No one should feel unimportant in this world,
And remember, you are important to God!

I Only Want to Love You

Why do I put you through such misery
when I love you so much
Why do I act so moody with you
when I love you so much

I want you to understand
that my moods are not aimed at you
They are usually due to something
that happened during the day

but when I see you
I seem to withdraw into a quiet madness
I am not taking out my frustrations on you
I am just letting my frustrations out in front of you
because I feel so comfortable and real with you

In fact
I am able to solve and understand my problems in this way
I am very sorry
for causing you confusion and
for making you upset
Thank you for trying
to understand these moods
and for letting me feel so natural with you

You are so important to me
I never want to hurt you
I only want to love you

hah.. a random pic taken at the beach of torremolinos, spain... can u spot me?? *Booooo

Who compares to You
Who set the stars in their place
You who calmed the raging seas
That came crashing over me

Who compares to You
You who bring the morning light,
The hope of all the earth
Is rest assured in Your great love.

You are magnificent,
Eternally wonderful, glorious.
Jesus, no one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.

Where the evening fades,
You call forth songs of joy.
As the morning wakes,
We Your children give You praise.

Jesus, no one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.
No one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.

tHank You Lord.. Praise You Lord!!!

woke up this morning.. and received a msn msg from a friend saying.. " hey how did u do for SRPM test ".. so I guess the result is out on the web.. went to take a look.. anticipating for the worst.. but I got.. a Distinction orh! 7/10 really amazing.. Thank God for everything manz.. from giving me a lenient lecturer/marker... letting the lecturer find favour in my answers.. to helping me "cough out" as many "knowledgeable crap" to write as possible...

For pple that dunno.. some bgd info is.. I was "super duper depressed" on the day b4 my SRPM Mid-sem test.. haha.. and I dun bother to study "consistently"... so basically I didnt study much for the test kiez.. So it's really a "miracle" sort of.. that I can like get 7/10.. kekekee.. :D (can't stop grinning....)

Fresh Look

*booooooo

that's like my favourite expression for NoW... kekeke


isn't the picture on the right soooo pretty??
It's taken in the beautiful city of Toledo, situated in Spain... they have really nice historical buildings and occasionally nice scenery like this.. but the country is really poor.. Portugal too.. and it's really awful to see so many pple staying in the "old towns".. super run-down.. foul-smelling.. and tourists were just trying to dodge the bird's droppings and dog's poo on the ground.. can't help these poor souls at all.. yesh.. very pathetic.. and sad to say I was one of them.. But anyhow, the country's main income is through tourism.. so I guessed on the +ve side.. indirectly I did play a part to help them already..

Anyway, decided to end the kiddish outlook with forever friends bear.. and put up photos of my own personal collection. :) Enjoy...

少年

你又想起某个夏天 热闹海岸线
记忆中的那个少年 骄傲的宣言

伸出双手就能拥抱全世界
相信所有的梦想一定会实现
一切看起来都不会太遥远
转眼之间过了几年

轻浮的语言都已慢慢沉淀
即使难免会变得更加洗炼
我们不曾妥协

那是我们都回不去的从前
幸好还可以坚持当时的信念
世界尝试改变 当初的那个少年

那是我们都回不去的从前
当你站在那个夏天的海岸线
我们还是心里面 那个偏执的少年

从没想过会被伤得那么深、那么痛
我以为我是个理性胜于感性的人
原来我错了。。。

安慰别人是那么的轻而易举

但自己却仿佛陷入了无底深渊

我以为我会很坚强的爬起来
但是我却越陷越深。。。

原来全心全意付出后的伤

是那么痛彻心扉的

主，我能借助您的力量再爬起来吗？

主，您能抚平这些伤口吗？

I wonder...

In the past, did I really use to scare pple off, coz I'm so "quiet" & don't really talk much... but isn't it a natural thing, that u won't talk much to pple that u don't really know?? But I wouldn't deny the fact that I used to be less willing to open up...Oh wellz, that's the past...

But sometimes, or rather all the times.. when I'm in one of my mood-swings, (Pms-ing period as well).. I'll be back to the "moody", "quiet" person... and little things will make me upset.. and I just can't help it... it makes me feel so frustrated with myself.. Usually crying will work.. but this time round it failed... how? :P


A nice & "fuzzy" comment that I received today, "I really like the friendlier you now"

It really made me feel so much betta... :)
I'm really appreciative of him sharing his thoughts with me...
& the "fuzzy" encouraging comment...


You'll never know how much these seemingly insignificant, little comments can impact pple's lives yeah?

Times of Refreshing Camp (FCC Family Church Camp) & Post-Camp Tea

CZ Canning girlies.. after Easter Sunday Service at camp site.. & retreated to Tea House in the Hills...

central zone representatives at the camp..(L to R) pro pro photographer mark loy, Me..(the only girl).. & Joshua.. (missing: Bob)

after camp @ the tea house..with cz bentley girls.. (L to R) Ula, Ellis, me & Eunicey

it's intended to be just su hsien and me...

(L to R) Stephanie, Sara and Me..

the serious "class photo".. kekeke.. (majority of the campus zone pple at camp)

my new and 1st pair of birkenstocks.. hehe.. 90 bucks on sale.. it's lavendar.. not bad lah.. haha.. the pair that I like is 130 bucks.. and don't have my size.. :P

photos taken at my sis's convo... uwa clocktower quite nice hey??.. :P

this marks my 1st official day..

Being a Loner... (msn/tag me lah for further details)
Would love to elaborate... but the net is so Unsafe.. kekeke

I think I'm going to go mad soon judging from the tremendous pile of workload I've accumulated over the past 3 weeks.. I'm so gonna die during easter break.. and my break is only 1 wk long.. not 1 mth... (unlike clarice in UK *sobz*)

Anyway, all is good.. adsl is back.. well, i get complains like your adsl connection is so slow the whole of yesterday.. the speed is basically lost thru the connection between the modem and the router.. I've no idea why.. :( now I've d/c my router.. unless there's gonna be another webpage meeting here.. since there's only 1 pathetic desktop in my house...

I'm so lazy to blog nowadays.. keke.. maybe I'll upload some photos of my sis's graduation later onz.. right now.. I'll go and take a 1 1/2 hrs nap.. then need to wake up n get ready to go church and pick up a car-load of pple... And no mood to talk nowadays.. no appetite also.. all attributed to my 2 horrible ulcers in my mouth.. it's been like eons since I last had an ulcer.. :( maybe I'll lose some weight..?? kekeke...

Surf Katting on Fri, 25th Feb'05

the very bored safekeepers of our belongings.. with their big plastickey sunnies.. princess mia and princess suann

in the midst of playing ice-breakers... while waiting for the wind to pick up... so that we can have more fun...

da group of us that went surf katting...(before)

the "poser" photo.. haha.. coz suann didn't surf kat at all.. :P