Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Working OT

okie.. for pple that doesn't know yet.. I've started to work at my dad's company.. started yesterday... well, I'm suppose to knock off at 6pm.. haha.. but it's aledi 6:17pm and I'm still stuck here.. sitting in front of the computer... pls don't ask me what am I doing.. I'm juz doing whatever there is available for me to do.. that I can possibly handle.. so occasionally I can be really FREE.. and zuo bohing I guess... haha.. esp early in the morning.. when I 1st come in.. sit down, switch on the computer and Chat.. so haha.. if u want to chat with me.. morning is the best time.. lalala... I'm going to go disturb my dad now.. coz I'm waiting for him.. and he's waiting for a phone call.. from his car mechanic.. coz he send in his car for servicing.. and it's still not ready for collection yet... and I'm suppose to go with him.. so that I can drive my mum's car off... alrighty.. Byez.. Pls continue to wait patiently for my photos... muahaha.. I'll maybe bring my laptop to the office.. and upload the photos.. Bye...Juz got caught "jiat zuaing" by my dad.. SUAY... haha...

Saturday, December 25, 2004

现实是残酷的...

站在我眼前的他
仿佛像个陌生人

曾经他是我的好朋友
如今我们之间的距离
却大到我无法想象...

时间拉开了
我们之间的隔阂

看着他的举动
听着他的言语
我突然察觉到

我早已经脱离了他的世界
我不再了解他脑子的思绪
不再清楚他的一举一动

悲哀 失落 伤感
一股脑的涌到我心头上

我更加意识到
人与人的情感
... 友情、爱情
多么的脆弱

只有主会时时刻刻伴随着我
做我一生的好朋友、救世主


诗慧笔





Friday, December 24, 2004

Merry Christmas to All

Ho ho Ho

okie.. sounds lame.. but oh wellz, Hope everyone will have a blessed christmas.. quoting from the "Christmas in Singapore" thingy.. Christ is the reason for this festive season...something like that lah.. I dun remember.. hehe.. but anywayz, a great apology to pple like Joanna.. who has been anticipating for more photos.. I've been rather lazy to blog.. and been really busy shopping ard orchard.. meeting up with friends.. :P Btw, Patience is a virtue.. haha.. so Wait Lor.. haha.. for more nicer photos.. lalala.. till then.. Bye.. Take care guys n gals.. (Duh)..

Thursday, December 16, 2004

7th day in Spain...

currently in this city called Malaga.. or izzit a state??.. dunno lah.. but the town is called torremolinos... a town famous for its beach in the summer.. with lotsaf pple suntanning here.. naked.. yep including females.. oh wellz. it's winter now.. cool stuff.. coz I manage to use internet with my laptop in the hotel room. with my ethernet lan cable.. yesh.. came well-prepared.. got my wireless card lah.. my ethernet lan cable.. and phone wire also.. haha.. I hope it's free though.. coz earlier on in the day.. like I said.. I paid 1 euro to use internet for 15 mins at the lobby of this hotel.. so boh liaoz.. anyway.. want the full details of my results.. haha.. not fantastic.. but at least I passed my 1st 3rd yr comp science unit.. databases 313 with a score of 52.. :P my other scores are better.. my Japanese translation unit was 70.. and my Psych 203 was 72.. yippee!.. hehe.. 2 Ds.. yah.. Distinctions.. hehe.. so it's good.. :P and my other Jap unit only 61.. Credit.. but still alright lah... :P okie.. hopefully the next few hotels will have free internet in the room as well.. then I'll update further.. if not.. wellz, I'll be back in S'pore in another 5 days time.. well.. it's 951pm of 15th Dec now.. although it's like 4:51am of 16th Dec in S'pore and Perth.. okie okie.. take care everyone.. :) thanx for tagging.. hehe.. oh yep.. yesterday my 6th day in Spain was terrible.. like I tagged.. I puked 4 times.. sickening.. still feeling a bit sick today... but at least I stopped puking.. but have those sudden stomachaches.. here and then.. hopefully will totally recover tomorrow.. alright.. going off now.. should let my sis use the net as well.. and stop hogging here.. nitez..

me @ the balcony of my hotel room.. dat I'm staying in for the nite.. in this town called torremolinos.. it's a beachfront hotel.. overlooking Mediterranean sea.. but sad to say.. the sand is quite bad.. brown n dirty looking.. cottesloe is much better... hehe..

most recent family photo taken in Mijas (pronounced as Mihas).. muahaha.. the black family gang

super nice scenery of this bridge and river in Toledo.. can u see the reflection.. hehe.. taken with my sony dsc p2.. not too bad lah huh?.. so proud of my photography skills.. muahaha.. good in spotting nice scenery.. thank you..10q... :P

hilltop scenery of the old town of toledo

Beautiful bridge and river in Zaragoza..

muahaha.. yesh.. u know the fountain in meteor garden 2?? where u drink the water liaoz.. u'll go back to spain.. hehe.. I drank it.. :P

Some stone park thingy designed by Gaudi.. the famous architect in barcelona..

Day 1 in Barcelona.. Cruxifixion side of this church... will update the name next time.. :P

Friday, December 10, 2004

1st day in Barcelona

Pretty tiring.. but.. it´s a interesting and beautiful city.. did some shopping in Zara... will update more another time.. :) gonna go shower and all.. my sister´s results are out.. and she got 2nd upper class honours.. WHoo WaH Whee.. Thank goodness my results are not out yet.. *phew* hehe.. my blog seems dead.. no one tags frequently anymore.. lalala


it´s 9:36pm now in Spain.. same time as you.. clarice.. *grinz*

Monday, December 06, 2004

Back in S'pore...

Hey Joanna, Qianling, Weitian.. I'm back in s'pore.. haha.. lets go KTV tomorrow nite!?!... (Sorry Clarice.. that you're still in UK.. Study Hard kaez!...)

hmmz, for pple like Suann who'll be taking valuair from perth to sing.. oh wellz, the flight is alright.. I reckon.. as for "the food".. erm, it was not too bad.. shortly after boarding the plane.. the snack given to us was hotdog bun.. actually I prefer buns to SQ's PeaNuts...meal was breakfast stuff.. had orange juice, muffin and this peach pastry thingy.. not fantastically yummy.. but it was quite nice.. one good thing is the muffin and peach pastry thingy isn't very "flaky".. so u don't get crumbs all over your clothes.. hehe..

starting to miss my nice big room in perthy..
oh wellz, in 2 more days I'll be gone..
will be bringing my laptop along my trip..
if I can get internet connection or whatsoever..
will come and post some photos..
Stay tune...


Sunday, December 05, 2004

Bye Perthians.. Hi S'poreans...

haha.. lame.. but oh wellz, I'm heading for home... taking valuair flight at 2355... arriving in s'pore at an unearthly hour of 535.. :( oh wellz.. okie.. byez for now..

Saturday, December 04, 2004


me n val.. n the pillar.. and the artistic work by val and nel.. and me cutting double sided tape.. muahaha

me n val.. hehe.. this photo is nice.. but dun have the flowers and ribbons on the pillars..

kathy n me..oh no.. my fat arms.. *sighz*

amelia (aka princess mia) n me.. haha.. we're so babyish pink and blue..

me n su.. gosh.. my tummy bulging out..
:( alrightey.. focus on the face.. :P

da girlies in our cell...

me n sharon.. ( will always rem how we have the same orange t-shirt for 37 deg.. "So What?" hehehe *grinz* )

me n some of the 23 yr olds ladies.. haha.. I'm short.. :(

ed + me + su + teck ... haha.. somehow, I look slim in dis photo.. okie.. a pity teck isn't looking at the camera Again*..

me and boonie korkor.. haha.. oh wellz, w/o my specs we dun look so alike anymore.. phew.. lalala

haha.. I thot I look pretty nice like this.. so took "photos" of myself.. at home in the afternoon.. dis is one of the nicer shots.. hehe

Friday, December 03, 2004

Water

Your element is Water: Understanding, intelligent,
quiet and calm. You know who you are and no one
can change that. Usually quiet but only because
your listening, don't let anyone think you
haven't got an opinion! Your not quiet because
your shy or sad, your usually quiet because
your thinking. Your answers are well planned
and helpful so people generally seek your
advice. Your the perfect balance between
solitary and outgoing. But sometimes you need a
little time to yourself to sort out your
emotions and figure things out. You understand
the phrase 'sticks and stone' and rarely let
things get to you, whats that important for you
to have to get so upset over? You know what you
want out of life but are simply taking your
time and enjoying things. To you your life is
fine as it is, you can always change things
later if your not happy.



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Chamomile Tea

Chamomile Tea...
You are Chamomile Tea.
Your an original! Helpful to anyone in need and
always willing to lend a hand, you take action
but not through violence, people listen to you
for you have a knack for giving wonderful
advice! Many look up to you and you try your
best not to let them down. You have many
friends steadfast or no who consider themselves
lucky to be near you. You may have been hurt in
the past but you dont let that stand in your
way! You have a wonderful outlook on life and
try to see the good in people which is an
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Thursday, December 02, 2004

haha.. long day of driving...

well, the driving trip started ard like 1:35pm.. where I left home.. to go pump petrol. den drive up to UWA, library.. return books.. den go pick up Hooi from her house and go to leeming to have a haircut.. wanted to colour our hair.. but the hairdresser was too BuSy.. so oh wellz, haha.. managed to persuade hooi to get the DIY colour dye thingy.. and I volunteer to do it for her.. muahaha.. oh wellz, I'm "quite experience" in helping pple dye hair.. coz I always do it for my mum.. okie.. after buying the DIY colour dye.. from bullcreek shopping centre..went to Su's house to let hooi try Su's heels.. see whether anything fits her..well, apparently not.. den we waited for Su to bathe.. and then we set off to send Hooi back home.. and dye her hair.. after dyeing her hair.. I drove back down again to Church.. for KB lesson.. after KB lesson.. drove back up to northbridge..and ate pork chop at formosa.. and drink bubble tea.. den to fulfill our sudden desire to sing KTV.. we went to the KTV beside formosa to check out the price.. quite reasonable.. since it's Perth.. 8 bucks per hour.. okie lahz.. not too bad.. den we sang ktv.. juz da 2 of us.. :P sang for 2 hrs.. haha.. sang so many songs... quite worth it.. *grinz*... all in all.. I think I drove abt 130 km yesterday... going up and down liddat.. 3 rounds altogether.. madness...but it was FuN.. hehe..1st time in a long long while I reach home after 1am.. (well, excluding cell and all.. )..

Monday, November 29, 2004

Pig Out Girlie Nite...

okie.. not much of a pig out.. but oh wellz.. it's the 2nd nite.. I'm having broadway pizza for dinner.. in a row.. haha.. and watching girlie movie.. coz I'm so SiAnZ.. haha.. juz dun really feel like staying at home after my mum left.. been cooped up wif family members for too long..?!? hahaha... doesn't make sense.. but oh wellz.. watched Bring it On Again (the sequel of bring it on..).. and Confessions of a teenage drama queen... Bring it On Again.. the beginning ain't as fantastic as the 1st one.. but wellz, generally it's quite funny..and light-hearted.. hehe.. Oh.. and thanx to Casey.. for lending Suann and me.. his blockbuster card.. haha.. or else we wouldn't be able to watch these 2 girly movies tonite.. okie.. time to sleep.. long day ahead... Byezie..


Joanna: Jia You for your last paper!!.. how was your computer networking? or is dat your last??.. hehe.. oops.. sorry.. God bless!

Clarice: Study hard in UK alrightey?? hehe.. All the best for your assignments!

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Update

Okie..1st and foremost... sorry to Val - by far the only friend that I know visit this blog and doesn't have adsl... tried to keep the photos to the minimum.. wanted to upload the photos to my multiply or some other thingies.. but the uploads keep failing.. so I juz can't be bothered..

Woke up after sleeping for 8 hrs dis morning.. had a weird dream.. the weirdest dream I can ever imagine.. seriously.. again.. no names gonna be mentioned.. haha.. unless ****... I dreamt that this guy and this girl that I know got married.. haha.. yah.. at their present age.. but the guy and the girl (well from what I know currently...) they do not know each other.. yep.. so it's RIDicuLous..haha.. think it's the weddingy, marriagey atmosphere in the air.. dats why I'm having dis weird dream... oh wellz..

Albany n Denmark Trip Nov'04


my sis n i happily taking photos...

den my mum has to come n disturb and I went to pull her up from another rock.. coz she almost slipped and fell.. and her head bang into my right cheeks..ouchie.. thank goodness no blueblack or swelling..

4 of us @ greens pool

big red shwwweeeett strawberries bought from a store in denmark town..

mum n i wif a huge marron statue.. outside old kent river wines...guess what we're having for lunch?? it doesn't take a genius to get it right.. ?!?.. hehehe

marrons for lunch in da car.. hehe.. coz it's takeaway.. it's pretty cheap.. 38 bucks/kg.. 1 kg abt 8 marrons..(fresh water crayfish/lobster) nice tender meat.. yummy yum yums

da 4 of us finally... taken along the ancient empire walk... under dis super huge buttresses of red tingle wood tree..

my scaredy cat sister.. and mum.. yesh.. my sis scared of height.. so boh liaoz.. :P held on to da handrails every step..

woohoo... the highest point.. 40 m...

my sis mum n i @ valley of the giants..famous tree-top walk...

Annoying pack of pelicans... :( got disturbed by a pelican b4..taken from da car.. while my sis, mum n yiwen got off da car..NO WAY am I going near those thingies... :P

da natural bridge.. (which will become a gap after a few more decades or centuries.. u know geog stuff.. hehe)

the gap...

my sis n i with da windmills in da bgd...

my sis, mum n me.. the smiles on our face are so deceiving.. of coz we're glad 2 see the nice scenery.. after 5 hrs drive.. but... the flies are majorly disturbing!

blue blue me.. n the blue blue sky... n the blue blue sea... :P

History of the UWA Albany Campus

UWA Albany Campus

Kindaf tired.. Should be tired.. But not sleepy

Think city lifestyle is bad for me..
haha.. coz of internet..
I'll juz be glued to my computer screen..
Even though I'm tired.. n won't be sleepy..
Coutryside is good for me.. haha
No internet.. No adsl...
No computer...
Sleep early.. No sleep deficiency..
Oh wellz... left only 1 week in perth..
Got lots to do..but so little time.. Sianz

Friday, November 26, 2004

Back Home

Yeah.. after paying bills, surfing and checking mail for 1 1/2 hrs.. decided to make my 1st blog entry after coming back from albany and denmark (travelled to south of WA again).. with my Sis, mum, and Yiwen (Weihao's sis.. ) And.. I juz drove back from denmark.. by MYSELF.. yeah.. all alone.. tried to break my previous record of driving back from Margaret River.. hehe.. 400km abt there.. from 11am - 4pm.. with abt 3 toilet breaks in between.. ooh.. tiring.. and abt time for me to go to church for corporate prayer meeting.. regretted not taking a nap juz now.. *yawnz*.. I hope I won't KO later.. haha... I need to stay up to drive somemore.. Okie.. will upload the photos later or tomorrow.. I dun like my camera.. it's so lousy. and the photos are so pixelated... :( wanna get new camera.. S'pore having SITEX sale again.. but I'm here.. Irritating.. *sianz*

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

后乐园 - FIR 飞儿乐团

雨淋湿了世界 你站在我眼前
爱得太深太想要 你的温度给我依靠 却不能要
放弃了也许才看得到 我从不是你的骄傲

我走进后乐园中那迷失的一角
再一步就能触碰你的心跳
当我们以为的爱不是一种荣耀
再深的爱也这样 失去了

你还在我身边 但我突然发觉
我们之间的画面 只会变得越来越浅 不够永远
用生命也许才换得到 一次机会深刻拥抱

我走进后乐园中那迷失的一角
再一步就能触碰你的心跳
我努力往前奔跑直到天涯海角
却发现还到不了

在我的后乐园中谁是我的依靠
我相信总有一天我会找到
用我的心去感受拥有爱的美好
我愿意世界为你 就这样 静止了

crabs struggling in the oven.. it was a really pitiful sight.. Really!.. I felt a bit nauseous when I was abt to eat my 1st crab.. *sighz*.. but they are mean pigs.. when I was crabbing at Placid waters there.. one stupid huge crab came and bite me..so hard.. it poked THRU the crabbing shoes.. got a wound.. on my leg now.. :( oh wellz....

2 sinks filled wif Crabs.. ready to enter the oven and pots.. muahahaha

yesh me.. me.. me.. wif one of the big crabs.. dat i caught.. killed.. and ate.. and most probably digested aledi...

my sis n yiwen wif crabs!

da girlies..

da Jap chinese gang from Jap 101 - Jap 306!!... @ formosa after dinner on 20th Nov.. celebrating our completion of Japanese...

Monday, November 22, 2004

crabbing...& holidaying

yesh.. I went crabbing today.. haha..got cheated by the road map and went to the wrong place initially.. haha.. but oh wellz, all is good.. I'm back safe and sound.. went to the right place and caught lotsaf crabs.. haha.. big ones.. small ones.. not too small lah of coz.. will upload the photos taken another time.. coz need to go eat the crabs now.. and will be gone in albany for a few days.. Bye pple.. take carez!..



Study hard for exams Everyone!!

Saturday, November 20, 2004

just some random thots...

眼前 我看到的 是个孤单的背影
伤痕累累 遍体鳞伤
时时刻刻 都在备战

像个刺猥似的
把身边的人统统刺伤
连自己也受到无畏的伤害


我该怎么去抚平这些伤口
No. 1 tHiNg I consider Xtreme-Ly RuDe

Throws a farewell party for my sister

But NeVer INFORM me..
or even invite ME to be there..

So MUCH respect for me, as a person...
How disappointing...
What a joke hey??...
Other pple not involved in Youth..
Many pple not related to my sister was there..

But Not ME*


Friday, November 19, 2004

holz officially started YeSteRdAy...

Yep, my last paper was yesterday.. hehe..
It's funny how.. I blogged almost every single day during exam period..
And after I finished my last paper on thurs..
I've not blogged..
Too tired.. n falling sick..
Well, to be precise, I fell sick on wed nite..
How timely.. I was feverish.. :(
But I've been out with my mum the whole of yesterday and today.. haven't had much rest since after my exams..
Headachy now..
Has more stuff to say etc.. but will wait for another time.. when I'm feeling better..
Gonna go and read my Princess Diaries 6 book that I juz bought today at Augus & Robertson at the train station there.. it's only 10 bucks for one book.. haha.. :P
Byezie...


**** Ganbatte Su!!! ****

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

TiReD.. but ReLieved..

* WwHhheeEee *


IT is over.. DATABASE EXAM over..
I think for the past 3 papers
last nite was the one I slept the least..
less than 2 hrs dis morning..
less than 2 hrs yesterday evening..

But I'm glad.. I could do..
some of the questions in the exams..
Not v. confident..
But I just gonna pray hard that..
God's favour will be upon me..
And the marker will be happy with my answers..

I tried my best.. and gave my last shot..
after heeding my sister's advice..
I'm glad I've got such a loving sister..
giving me advice.. praying for me..
When I'm down & out..

Yes, I can't take pressure..
I broke down and cried last nite..
Coz I'm so worried that I'll fail..
I wanted to Give Up..


Oh well, all is good now..
Gonna sleep.. and relax for the nite..
Tomorrow.. will be my last lap to PIA..
Japanese..


Thank God for seeing me thru all these while..
Thank you mummy for staying up with me..
Accompanying me.. preparing food for me..
And my sis giving me "moral support"..
While sleeping in my room last nite..
(She said she will stay up wif me..
& drive me to uni in da morning)



But it DID NOT come to past..
To think that I stayed up the whole nite..
helping her with her thesis..
& drove her to Uni..
"Ungrateful Pig" - quoting my mum..
But I add in the pig myself.. haha


Oh wellz, oh wellz..
Time for me to sleep.. n rest.. hehe.. :)
Hopefully, I won't be awaken up by NOISES..
I've specifically instructed my sis & mum..
not to talk too loud when they come home..
hehe.. Okie.. let's see how piggy I can be..
Off to *kiki n lala land*


Monday, November 15, 2004

Jap translation done...

Wellz, I dun reckon it's anything fantastic..
I'm juz glad.. I'm done with one more paper..
and I can concentrate on "worrying"..
for my databases exam..
hah.. Nah.. I'll concentrate on sTuDyInG for IT..
My killer paper is in.. lemme see..
16 hrs time?
I really juz wish I can PASS my Databases paper..
Oh wellz, I'm juz going to nap 1st.. & study later..
Feeling drained out after the Jap translation exam..



To BoUnCy QianLing

Happy 20th Birthday!!!

Finally you've turned 20 as well..
No longer a teenager! :P
Don't act cute anymore..
& bounce around.. (juz kidding)
We are like 长不大的孩子。。。
(coz we're young at heart.. :P)
May God bless you abundantly in the yrs ahead!!..


~ * 友忆长存 * ~



友谊万岁!!

p/s 友忆 is written on purpose.. you know what I mean.. yeah?.. hehe.. *grinz*


Saturday, November 13, 2004

It's not about how well you start the race, but how you finish it...

:(


SuDdEnLy...


sank back into ReaLity...
dis phrase oso someone's nick currently
Reminded me all of a sudden...
& is so applicable to me in a certain context...


"It's not how well I started my exams...
It's how I finish it..."


Oh manz, it's like a ReMiNdEr from God..


"Hey girl, dun be complacent!!...
It's only the beginning/start.."


Time to study for databases...
So that I can once again..
Go to the exam hall..
Walk in confidence...
& come out smiling..



And I know You'll see me through!!




Yes Jean.. "1,2,3.. Praise God!" + actions..

1 Down.. *GrinZ*

Have you done an exam,
and came out smiling to yourself?
It's been a long while..
Since I felt that kind of JoY
hehehe...
And juz now, I was cooking instant beehoon,
& my mum came into the kitchen..

妈咪 : " 你考完试回来了啊。 会不会? "
我 : " 会! "


Isn't that so cool?? haha..
I can confidently say I know how to do my exam paper!..
Praise God!.. Thank You Lord for answering my prayers
& the many others, who prayed for me..
Love All You guys to bits
But of coz, my 1st love is my dear Daddy!


I love You Lord
And I lift my voice
To worship You
O my soul rejoice

Take joy my King
in what You hear
Let it be a sweet sweet sound in Your ear


Does it makes sense if your stress level increases
after you're done with 1 paper and has 3 more to Go?
That's exactly how I'm feeling now..

Of coz I'm relieved..
I'm done with my Psych exam..
and I know the result will be good..
@ least I'll pass lah..
Okie..or maybe even higher ; )
hehehe...

But the most dreaded databases exam is on Tuesday 9am..
Monday 2pm is my Japanese translation exam..
which I haven't even started preparing for...
But I can't afford to fail my databases exam!..
NO... God will help me to PIA and MUG and PASS..

YEAH!

Going to the Library to study... with Susu..After this..
Hardworking? time to rest?..
Nah.. hehe, I need to 珍惜每一分每一秒 from now..
Sayonara!

Friday, November 12, 2004

GOD







I'm Trying..

Trying to put All

my Trust in YOU..

Aiming to be..

the FaIth-FilleD Girlie..









Will You let me down again?

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

2 days more to Psych paper

I think I'm quite prepared for my Psychology paper thus far.. been writing notes since yesterday.. haven't write finish yet today.. coz the last few chapters are quite thick.. got 4 1/2 more chapters to go.. but.. it's not hard to comprehend.. and I'm more motivated to study for Psych.. coz I know what I should need to know.. and so far.. I'm sitting on D.. usually after exam, it'll become a C.. :P hehe..must chiong finish by tomorrow mid-day, then study for other subjects like databases or jap translation.. lalala.. looking forward to this time next week.. I'll be left with one last paper then... Going to lala-land soon.. Byez..

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Feeling Accomplished.. Gonna Continue Tomorrow...

Countdown to 1st paper: 3 days
Feeling: Less worried...

Thanx guys for your encouragement..
Valval, Susu & Jean...
*hugz u all tite tite*

I need to learn to "Let go and Let God"..Totally..
Stop relying so much on human.. but on Him...
God I commit my exams into Your hands..
and pray that You'll guide me and lead me..
Help me not to be a double-minded man..
Dear Heavenly Father, I claim the promise in James 1:5 and pray that
You'll grant me the wisdom that I need to study/prepare for my exams..
And I believe whole-heartedly you are a God that makes all things possible..
In Jesus name I pray, Amen.



Come Holy Spirit Fall on me now
I need Your anointing come in Your power
I love You Holy Spirit
You're captivating my soul
And everyday I grow to love You more


I'm reaching for Your love
You hold my life in Your hands
Drawing me closer to You
I feel Your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where I see You face to face
I worship You in spirit and in truth



- composed by City Harvest member


Going to Murdoch Lib with Susu to study... Anyone wants to join us?

the Weird dream I had...

It's SooO... InSigNificant.. but.. I keep on thinking abt it.. it's annoying me that I can't concentrate on studying for my exams.. so I decided to blog it down.. hoping that I'll stop thinking abt it...

I was out with this guy n this girl
Eating supper in Northbridge..
(not gonna mention names..)
weird part is..
this guy n this girl do not know each other..
both of them are my friends..
but I'll nv go out alone with either this guy or girl
will only hang out with them in groups..

Apparently then..
Northbridge is a highly dangerous place.. haha..
infested with "gu huo zais" - gangsters..
Then I saw this "gangster guy" ..
who looks exactly like the "guy friend"..
that I'm having supper with..

Got a big shock of my life..
When my guy friend told me..
"Yep that's my twin brother.."
Alright, in real life...
this guy friend of mine doesn't have any twin brother

Then somehow, my female friend ended up in the car alone..
And some gangsters were harrassing her..
I quickly ran up there.. and stopped them..
The gangsters were afraid of me.. and ran away..
Then I asked her.. Where is "male friend"
Then she said he went to the toilet..
Then both of us just waited in the car for him..
with the car door locked..

After 5 mins...
more gangsters came and surrounded the car..
I was furious..
Why is my "male friend".. taking ages in the toilet..
when he knows that it's unsafe in Northbridge..
Furthermore, the car was parked in an alley..

About 10 mins later,
my "male friend" finally came back from the toilet..
and chased the gangsters away...
& one of them was his twin brother.. :
Then he send my "female friend" home 1st..
then send me home..





- End of Story -




That's all I can remember..
Some parts I dun remember..
that's why I keep thinking abt it.. :(


Gonna start studying for my Psychology!!

Monday, November 08, 2004

You are my all in all

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all

Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name


Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising again I bless Your name
You are my all in all

When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

- SiCk -

yep, feeling headachy the moment I stepped into the house.. and feel like vomitting.. Absolutely have no idea why.. :(

Countdown to 1st paper: 4 days
Feeling: worried n stressed

In 4 days time.. it's my psych paper.. and I haven't started studying for it.. Lots to read I reckon.. coz there are so many chapters .. and each chapter is so thick.. esp. the Gravetter book.. hopefully I'll score for MCQ.. gonna start preparing for it tomorrow..


How on earth do u study for Japanese translation unit? In the exam, you'll be given a Japanese passage abt 400 words long (something relevant to what we've done thruout the semester).. and U've gotta translate it into English in 2 hrs time.. *sighz*.. worried, yet dunno what to do..

What if u spend quite some time studying for the unit.. but still score badly.. or even fail?? Major depressing.. *sobz*

God where are You?

Why do I find it so hard...

to have the but-if not faith

My future seems to be bleak & hopeless...

Saturday, November 06, 2004

BORED...

so I went to take a quiz at quizilla.. haha.. here's the result...


sandals


Sandals- peaceful, daydreamy, and thoughtful, you
often find yourself staring into space. When
you aren't out helping others you are often
just dreaming away. You enjoy the company of
friends sometimes but enjoy peace and quiet.
People turn to you for advice, and admire the
peace you seem to have found.


What Kind of Shoe Are You?(new and updated results!!)
brought to you by Quizilla

Monday, November 01, 2004

Faith & Trust

God.. I need a "faith pump"
Help me Lord to renew my faith n trust in You
Father Lord, help me to trust in You with all my heart and lean not on my own understanding.. (Proverbs 3:5)
Help me to stop worrying abt the future outcome..
But have the faith & trust that You'll provide for me..
Guide me O Lord..
Grant me Your wisdom n strength..


Sunday Service


Pastor Paul Ang preached
today in FCC...
I vaguely remember seeing him b4..
the msg was pretty timely n interesting..
Abt transition period..
and his *grin* every few sentences
kept me alert..
(which is oso the 1st pt to note 4 transition)
To be Alert n Watchful..
2nd is to Let go of the Old
3rd is Wait for God's timing..
4th and the most impt !?!
Don't give up when u feel like giving up...


All this is so applicable to me NoW manz..
but dis morning,
I didn't feel as though the msg was speaking to me directly?
But when he made the altar call,
I felt the Spirit moved..
n was tugging so strongly..
for me to go up there to be ministered to..
It was strange..


this girl (dun wanna mention name)
beside me burst out crying..
I was tearing..
more and more tears started streaming down..


Pastor Paul Ang started praying for us...
(who responded to the altar call)
Auntie Cindy came and prayed for me..
Pastor Melvin came and prayed for me..
Worship team was singing "through it all"
& den another song..
Lord I offer my life to You..
Then Ministry Songs ended, Lou closed with a prayer..


She came down and prayed for me..
reassured me that
God hears my prayers..
And don't give up on the
salvation of my parents..
Thanx for the reassurance Lou..
which I need so badly NoW
especially with my mum ard in Perth..
n sometimes "erupting"..
(tonite is the 2nd time..)
I reckon there's Spiritual Warfare involved..



Boon told me I've learnt to "walk away"
and it's good
Yeah, I reckon so..


Then, Aunty Betty Loy came to pray for me..
It's really the Spirit moving manz..
She really administered to my needs..
then and there..
She prayed for my studies..
prayed for confidence..
(to be able to do well in my studies)
prayed into remembrance
that when I honour God..
& put Him 1st..
He'll honour me as well..
And "...all these things will be given to me" (Matt 6:33)
She also reinforce what
Pst Melvin & Auntie Cindy prayed
He's Jehovah Jireh..
God our Provider..
He's a God that provides for us...
So continue to trust God for His provision..
In addition, she prayed and assured me that
He'll provide "The life partner" for me..


"The life partner" that will be God-fearing..
"The life partner" that will bring me closer to God
"The life partner" that He has in mind for me...


coz I'm precious in His eyes..
He loves me so dearly...
He wants nothing, but The Best 4 me
I have no need to worry abt anything...
I'm thankful that I've found You Lord...
As my own personal saviour..

As my friend..
my comforter,
my Father..
my God,
my healer,
my provider,
my Everything...

Through it all


You are forever in my life

You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness

And I look to You
And I wait on You

I'll sing to You Lord a hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go through it all

Hallelujah Hallelujah
Hallelujah Hallelujah
- Through it All -

Saturday, October 30, 2004

Yoohoo

*Whee*

Tasted Hot chin chow for the 1st time today..

Thanx to Su Ann.. hehe.. her treat.. :P

And good time of fellowship..

Corporate prayer was good..

I like the songs... :P

*grinz*

Tom going curtin lib with Su..

to study for 2 1/2 hrs? abt there lah

Hope it'll be productive.. :)

*hugs hugs* val..
hope u like our home-delivery :)

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Yippeeeeeeee ~

*GrinZ*
Actually I'm not that happy also lah...
Just that I've finished doing my last assign...
for the yr 2004.. :)
Kind of..
Besides having to do
the previous few psych labs exercises...
dat should have been completed ages ago..
Finished doing this psych lab 8 exercise..
within a few hrs..
Quite easy, coz the tutor kind of spoonfed us...

Oh wellz.. :P
Exams nearing..
*SianZ*

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Susu :- 10q for that sweet n interesting friendster testimonial :)
I'll quickly write u one!.. haha :P

Sunday, October 24, 2004

For all You've done

My Saviour
Redeemer
Lifted me from the miry clay

Almighty
Forever
I will never be the same

Cause You came near
From the everlasting
To the world we live
The Father's only Son

You lived and You died
You rose again on high
You opened the way
For the world to live again

Hallelujah
For all You've done

the long awaited CZ Combined Cell

well, it takes place at the end of every semester..
but I think this time the icebreakers was really great fun..
Enjoyed the worship session pretty much...
Speech by Pst Melvin was a bitta too long.. but still alright..
So sad.. that Simon will be leaving..
But I know God has greater plans for him..
It's a good thing he's got a job.. even b4 he graduates..


I'm thankful & glad that
I'm living for a cause..
& I'm not wasting my life...


Thot of the day

我觉得我很幸福
谢谢主对我的爱戴、宽容、恩赐
让我没有变成一个
愤世嫉俗的女孩。。。


Friday, October 22, 2004

HaPpY BiRtHdAy to the 2 Js...



~ Happy 20th Birthday Janice ~



~ Sweet 17th Birthday Jean ~





May the Lord continue to bless both of you...

in your studies..

and in the upcoming exams...

Take care!!

Horsey Riding @ Yanchep Stables

Ooh.. it's so fun.. and relaxing..
I'm so glad our guide brought us to the beach trail!..
fantastic scenery..
the sunshine..
the good weather...
cool stuff..
must go again while this lady is the manager.. :P
She's really nice n friendly..
Everytime I go horseriding..
I feel like taking up riding lessons...
Maybe, I'll get a chance..
b4 I go back s'pore this yr..
*GrinZ*

my mum getting on the horse in the beginning.. & our very nice guide cum new manager of Yanchep Stables.. who juz started work for a week.. :)

Ooohhh.. we get to go to the beach!!.. my 2nd time riding @ the Yanchep beach.. :-D

the rear view of me and my horsey - kenneth