an evening of fun, laughter, joy and tears...

just had another round of birthday cum farewell dinner for Sarah-Jane... will post pics later..as for now.. just be contend with words.. coz I'm really tired still.. but I really want to put all my thoughts and feelings down in words.. before I retire for the night..

I'm quite a thinker and feeler (I think)..
sometimes I'll wonder abt lotsaf stuff..
that aside for now..

it was a cold and pretty fun-filled night.. nice and warm fellowship.. but I reckon the more fun we have with sarah-jane before she leave.. the harder it is for her when parting time comes.. which will be on fri.. we had korean bbq buffet at hana bbq.. and adjourned to take-away ice-cream at baskin robbins.. and headed down to heathcove.. in applecross, ardross.. and had a late-nite picnic.. eating ice-cream in the freezing cold.. it's really a lovely and relaxing night.. maybe coz I'm done with exams..the tears part is sarah-jane tearing as usual.. when it's time to part.. hehehe.. I think we're bad pple.. arrange so many farewells, dinners for her.. and make her tear everytime..:P

I used to think I'm quite the emotional person, but as of late.. I'm so unaffected by pple leaving.. 1st it was Valerie.. next coming up is Sarah-Jane.. perhaps, the pple who stay on.. doesn't get affected that much?.. b'coz maybe life still goes on as per normal for the pple still staying on in the same place.. while the person leaving gonna go through a different phase/stage in life.. aarrgghh.. I dunno.. but I really miss having Val around and I know I'm gonna miss Sarah-Jane.. Since Val left.. there seems to be this void there in my life.. no female lead to be accountable to.. no one within close proximity to seek spiritual advice, can't hang out with her.. and enjoy long lunches and chit-chat... what I meant by unaffected is like.. at their farewells or for example when I was seeing val off at the airport.. I didn't really tear.. or feel terribly upset.. guess I'm perhaps slow to react.. I dunno.. or am I immuned to such farewells.. been through too many of them.. and learnt to realise this ultimate fact that...the time will come eventually for us to bid farewell to one another.. and move on in life.. and although parting is bitter sorrow.. I choose to embrace the person leaving with smiles instead of tears.. looking forward to the day when our paths will cross again..

if and when the day comes
for me to leave Perth..
this place that I've spent
5 1/2 yrs (as of now) of my precious youth..
I wonder how I'll be like...how I'll take it..

p/s I can't believe I spent an hr+ at this.. it's 3:37am now.. and it's time to zzz!