It's a gloomy & rainy day...

it seems to totally reflect how I'm feeling now..
I dunno why I ever let myself fall into this trap..
the Satan's trap..
to let myself feel depressed over the past..
let myself be trapped in the past again... :(

"whatever things are true
(the real, the present, the truth)
... meditate on these things." !!!!

gotta keep reminding myself of that...