Concentrate.. Focus

Gonna stop whining..
stop sobbing..
stop tearing..
stop crying..
stop listening to sad, unedifying songs...

And focus in on God..
Concentrate on my upcoming exams
And glorify God with my studies!!!

Sometimes I do wonder why God
allow bad things to affect me at crucial times like this...
And why He "thinks so highly" of me...
that I'd be able to handle my emotions
& get over all the unhappy stuff in life
(esp. upsetting family matters that I feel so helpless over)

But I guess I don't need to be strong all the time..
It's time like this.. when I'm weak..
Where I realise that

It's impossible to climb "the mountains"
with my own strength... God is in control..
He'll give me the strength that I'll need..

"...my source of strength
my source of hope
is Christ alone..."