Thursday, September 02, 2004

life is so full of uncertainties...

当你我都还在睡梦中时,她可能正挣扎在生死边缘。
当你我一如往常的在上课或上班时,她可能已离开了这世界。
对於一个被病魔缠身的癌症病患,死也许是种解脱吧。

我知道她现在已在天堂,和耶稣相聚了。
那个没有痛苦,只有欢笑,歌舞的地方。
每一分、每一秒, 大伙都在歌颂主。

When I was young, I was very scared of death. I'm always wondering what would happen after I die. Imagining my body rotting, eaten up by mice or whatever creature... and how would it be to be cremated? guess I shouldn't have any feeling by then.. since I'm already dead. And is there really reincarnation? Is there really heaven and hell? Will I go to hell? or be reincarnated? I'm such a bad girl.. no way for me to go to heaven..or will I just remain as a ghost?? haha... yah.. looking back at all these thoughts..it really seems quite funny... After knowing the gospel and biblical truths, I know my sins had been redeemed by Jesus, dying on the cross for us 2000 yrs ago. And life on earth is just temporal. By receiving Jesus into my life, I have eternal life, and I'll go to heaven after my life on earth ends. It's so comforting to know all these, and realise that death is not so scary after all. But one's perception changes as they grow... maybe fear will slowly creep into me, when I'm really on the verge of dying, and am not prepared to leave this world.. oh well... I just pray that God will be with me, and continue to bless me with good health, and prepare me for the future.

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