Been extremely Siiccckkk since LaSt Wed afternoon...

I kept tossing and turning in bed..
my head was burning hot..
my hands and legs were icy cold...
I don't wanna get out of my bed...


my usual routine when I'm sick is :-

I'll wait patiently for my sis to come home
When she comes into the house and is within calling distance...

"Zei, 过来一下 leh"

I will always do this without fail...

ever since I dunno when...

I'm very dependent on my sis...

And thank God...

my sis doesn't come home very late whenever I'm sick..

And she'll respond to my calling and come into my room...

I'm 20 this yr...

but I still behave like a kid...

unwilling to take yucky-tasting medicine

又撒娇又任性

Ever since I was born...

I was only separated from my sis for merely 1/2 a yr...

that's when she 1st came to Perth to study in Murdoch Uni...

And I was still stuck in S'pore... doing O'levels

After that, I came to Perth as well, to join her...

Since then, she kind of took over the role of mum (in Perth...)

she cooks for me... take care of me... fetch me to school...

But I seem so unappreciative of her...

Always throwing tantrums...

raising my voice at her when I'm not happy...

put down the phone on her when she don't do something for me...

姐，对不起！

I love you...

Thanks for bearing with my nonsense all these years.

I thank God for blessing me with a sister like YOU...

Someone whom I can look up to...

Someone whom I can be proud of...

p/s this post should have been up on 11th Sept'04 ... but I had a tiff with my sis then... :-þ