Sunday, April 07, 2013

The root of it...

I can't help but question...
What exactly is the root cause of it all?
What is the root cause for my impatience - especially with pple dear to my heart (my mum esp.)...
Why do I get easily annoyed & angered by her...
It has been bothering me all these years... & I have yet found the answer to it...

Deep down am I harbouring unforgiveness?
Do I have some expectations of my mum which are unmet since young? Or vice versa?
What exactly are my deep rooted issues which are surfacing now and causing me to be intolerable, impatient, hot-tempered, unable to control my anger....

God, won't you reveal it to me?
And resolve this heart issue that I have? So that I can truly worship you with my entire being, my speech, behaviour & actions.. especially towards my family...
the ones dearest & closest to me...
They are getting hurt because of me... Lord, please forgive me...

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