one word

weird

hmmz, haven't been feeling too good recently...

somehow I just can't seem to smile

esp when I'm ard my mum...

yeah.. she arrived on sunday midnite

straight after my camp...

and will be here till july..

that's Really Long.. (as usual)

it's weird.. coz my heart just feels so heavy

& this cloud of sadness just seem to hover ard me

not that I don't like my mum being ard...

And not that my social life is being affected..

I hardly have an active social life since whenever

And I just noticed I've been sulking & snappy towards her...

God, please lift up my spirits..

And replace the snappy attitude

with a happy one..

let these 3 mths be a loving

& harmonious time that

my mum and I will spend together

let it be a time of fruitful

mother & daughter bonding

and let Your goodness and love

shine through me...

In Jesus name I pray, Amen!